i need a sweet little talking to

♥ ♥ ♥

Thu, 25 Jun 2009 15:51:14 GMT

I do this because girlmostlikely did it first.

I love:

my feather pillow. reading on cold afternoons with a hot cup of tea. kettle cooked potato chips. singing in the choir. dancing shows. my cats. peope who cook for me. my roommate. my brain twin. listening to my favorite songs over and over again. waking up on the ranch. my family. that I'm going to be an aunt in August. holding hands. wikipedia. my many and varied fandoms across the years. when someone plays with my hair. a good book. cold snowy days. my grandparents' farm. that my apartment complex covers the water bill. baby smell. the overwhelming majority of my coworkers. that my boss reads star wars books and young adult novels. my DVD collection. my RL friends on lj, my RL friends not on lj, my real life friends who have never heard of lj. cheese. having a DVR. snow capped mountains. camping. finding friendship I didn't know I was looking for in the strangest of places. love stories. hugs. my rainbows. that my bank lets me deposit checks by scanning them at home.

And this whole time I've been singing the Discovery Channel commercial in my head "I love the mountains. I love the clear blue skies. I love big bridges. I love when great whites fly. I love the whole world, and all its sights and sounds! Boom de yada boom de yada...."

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love you in the morning

Fri, 08 May 2009 12:55:25 GMT

I was so tired after work and choir yesterday (and had been dealing with a headache for at least four hours, and one of those hours included sitting in front of the shrillest soprano I have ever heard) that I actually cried when my friend Amy implied that Star Trek is a bigger movie than Wolverine.

Which, yes OF COURSE. But my brain could not go there last night without anger and resentment, for some reason. Which is RIDICULOUS, because I'm actually a billion times more excited about Star Trek than I ever was about Wolverine. But I'm guessing it's probably a good thing that I decided not to go to the midnight showing. I'm not sure I would have survived.

Also, I think I've decided not to watch SPN until next Thursday, when I can watch the season finale. Unless the season finale ends the way I think it ends, and next season ends up being what I fear and dread it ends up being, and then we'll just have to see. At some point I stopped caring enough to not read spoilers, and then at some point I stopped caring enough to read spoilers.

So. Yes. And now I'm going to go take a shower and go to work. Internet in the morning, what is the world coming to?

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heard it from a friend who heard it from a friend

Wed, 06 May 2009 23:27:20 GMT

Big bang reveal!

RPS97.
Authors: causeways and walkawayslowly
Artist: sillyshy
Title: Mildred: A College AU
Rating/Pairing: NC-17/J2
Summary: It is a truth universally acknowledged that a Jared in possession of his heterosexuality will immediately switch teams upon enrollment in college and first contact with Jensen Ackles.

The original summary was this: "Jared goes to college and is gay for Jensen Ackles. It's a real shocker, sports fans."

Actually, the original original summary was never finished and contained a lot more information as to the story's plot, but causeways and I got super frustrated with it and had a conversation that basically went 'OMG WHAT EVEN HAPPENS IN THIS STORY? HE GOES TO COLLEGE AND TURNS GAY.'

Also, so the title. That happened this way:

me: don't hate our fic babyyyyy
i'm naming it mildred
Kelly: and that is really enough of that!
REALLY
me: MILDRED
Kelly: okay that is fic break up material
sorry friend
i like you, but i can't keep a baby named mildred
me: you don't want to call it a baby?
or you want to name it something else?
Kelly: hahah i am joking
MILDRED IS FINE
me: OKAY GOOD
you got to name the last bb, i get to name this one :D
Kelly: yeah that should really just carry through
all the way to the end
MILDRED
a college au.
me: HAHAHA
omg, THAT'S THE TITLE
Kelly: I THINK IT KIND OF MIGHT BE
me: MILDRED: A COLLEGE AU

Yes, in case you're wondering, we think we're hilarious.

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and it makes a fiery ring

Sat, 02 May 2009 04:07:36 GMT

So I ( went to see Wolverine )

IN OTHER NEWS....

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i need my hpb icon back

Thu, 30 Apr 2009 03:49:02 GMT

So, ALSO today, adorable hobbit boy made fun of me for being excited about the new Star Trek movie. It went kind of like this:

Me: *holding up a Star Trek novel* Dude, I am so excited about this movie.
Him: Whatever, dork.
Me: You know, you probably shouldn't make fun of your supervisors.
Him: Yeah, oops.
Me: Also, YOU READ NORA ROBERTS. YOU REALLY SHOULDN'T THROW STONES.
Him: But I can! I live in a glass house! I can see you through my walls!

It was pretty much the best thing ever.

Also there's another guy, who is also not available as he just had a baby with his long time girlfriend (possible wife, I do not actually know the official status of their relationship) who really apparently loves that I call everyone "friend." So he's started saying "hey buddy" every time he sees me. Or "hey pal" or some other term for friend.

Passive aggressive boy is still being passive aggressive, but is oddly attentive and nice when I'm instructing him on the buy counter or section work or something. So I don't entirely get him, except that he likes to say I'm being condescending when I'm messing around with OTHER people, and not him at all. So idk what his deal is exactly, but we are not going to be bffs.

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versus the volcano

Sun, 26 Apr 2009 21:19:35 GMT

( that last ep of SPN )

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something tells me you're here with me

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 02:17:25 GMT

So, work has been good. I like our new people quite a bit, they're all pretty enthusiastic and amusing, for the most part. The ones I've worked with anyway. There's this one little guy that seems to be following me around the store from job to job, which I couldn't be more pleased about since he is little and kind of adorable. I want him in my hobbit collection.

The emotionally needy part of me is gratified every time one of them finally figures out that I am not one of the temps from Ft. Worth but that I'm actually staying at this location and working with them, because every time this happens it is followed up by SCORE or SWEET or POUND IT (that from the married couple, who then held up their fists for me to bump).

Apparently I am that awesome. Or they think so at least, which is good enough for me. I'll disillusion them later, when they find out what a dork I am. Except the hobbit revealed today that he likes to read Nora Roberts, so I'm pretty sure I can't actually get dorkier than that. (And he says he has a GIRLFRIEND. REALLY.)

Got home tonight to eat some tasty (and cheap, because I ate GROCERIES in my OWN HOME, how shit crazy is that?) dinner and watch the American Idol results. Around 8:05 my power goes out, and proceeds to be out for the next 42 minutes. So I read a book with a flashlight and cursed the gods of television and power that I wasn't watching (wasn't even RECORDING TO WATCH LATER) the results. Happily, power came back on just as I was starting to sweat from the heat, and I got to watch the last five minutes or so. And America? I could not be happier with these results. So good on you, voters. :D

And that, friends, is my day. Also last night misskittye wrote some Zac Efron/Kevin Jonas fic for me, because she thinks that Zac Efron will lure me to the dark side. I'm neither confirming nor denying that I've been lured, but HI, ZAC EFRON. YOU CAN BE SLASHED ANY TIME.

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i fell into a burning ring of fire

Mon, 20 Apr 2009 02:34:06 GMT

You know who wants to make babies with me right now?

This guy:

Yes friends, I saw 17 AGAIN TODAY!!!!!!!1!!1!!11

Sweet Jesus, that boy is hot. Hot like burning fire.

And. Hahaha, I just keep thinking DAMN. That movie was actually GOOD. My primary reason for going was just to ogle the Efron, but it was legitimately a good movie! He can actually act! I bought his concerned dad routine the whole time! I'm just used to him being completely cheesy and over the top in things like HSM and Hairspray, but DUDE. HE CAN ACTUALLY ACT. IT'S SO WEIRD.

It makes me feel slightly better for my three year crush on him. HE'S NOT JUST A PRETTY FACE.

( and now for the spoilery part )

Love him. Looooooove him. A lot.

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but hey, you know, whatever

Sat, 18 Apr 2009 06:40:58 GMT

Haha, I really should not look at how people tag my fic on delicious. Especially not at 1 in the morning.

I mean, I'm not HORRIFIED or anything. She didn't save it despite it being crap or anything. Just. Hey people, sometimes the authors look at how people tag them on delicious. Just, you know, FYI. So don't be a douche.

And leave some feedback, yeah?

Ignorance is bliss. So is sleeping.

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